So I've been told there's no shame in being a medicated mom (mostly from other medicated moms and my mom - who has to love me no matter what), but that doesn't make it any easier. Here I am 4 months after losing my job - still unemployed and now popping pills. Sure I have a prescription, but that doesn't take away the sting of having a crutch. Actually it does - I think that was the point. I am trying to use them in moderation though, given my propensity towards liking them... a lot. I only take them when my little world feels like it's collapsing, which feels like a weekly occurrence these days. I hope that getting a job again someday will cure me from this dependency.
